In Focused.....

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Sorry I haven't been posting lately
actually I think I just had a breakthrough
because my semester is ending and I've been learning about
enviromental lighting..Thinking to myself yea this is gonna be fun:)
Honestly I have to say its worse class I've ever taken
thanks to the teacher
he's not even teacher uhhhh
but I have learned alot and gotten better because
one of my classmates knows more then the teacher and can actually
teach way better then him:)

Honestly Guys this class has sucked me dry
I had to wake up early and I'm not morning person
I'm practically 100% nocturnal
and this class........His criticism and the way he wants us to shoot our
projects are such a downer
practically wants me shooting people like I'm taking high school portraits
and I totally disapprove of that >:(

I've never been soo lost and uninspired to take photos
in my life this month I almost got scared that I lost my eye for this
when I take photos I at least find one photo or something that moves me
and makes me feel better for the month or the next month
but lately its not been going through I've just been so lacking motivation
and encouragement from everything and everybody around me

its depressing...but today I think I found it again
like I just needed to finish a project but after that I couldn't
stop I took alot photos that seem more like me
and I'm gonna post them to make up
from the lack of posting on here :/

so its all good
and this week is my last week of classes and semester which is
a HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!! because I need this break
I need a Vacation really bad
the last vacation I had was 3 years ago
and all in my head I keep on thinking about Europe or New York
I need it
that would be some perfect pictures to take:)
Europe :D

Well all in all this up coming month I'm gonna be staying focused
on my wedding coming up and clients more then anything
I'm gonna make myself be soo busy that I forget about my birthday coming lol
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